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This list will be updated when I can cross shit off and serve as a reminder of what I'd like to accomplish in the new year.

1. Finish the office remodel.
2. Put up new fence.
3. Get pregnant.
4. Pay off Haynes bill.
5. Buy one birthday or Xmas present a month.
6. Re-enroll in school.
7. Install shed.
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11. Exercise at least once a week.
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13. Finish unfinished projects!

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Thursday, February 27, 2003


Guess the movie quote #2: "There's no such thing as semi-plutonic Roy."





OMG! I am in mourning and want nothing more than to just break down in tears. Mister Rogers, whom I grew up watching for YEARS, died today. I can't even begin to describe how I truly feel. It is a sad day for all children. I am only thankful that PBS still runs his program and that my yet-to-be-born child will have the opportunity to grow with his messages and his kindness.




Tuesday, February 25, 2003


Guess the movie quote: "Just kick back and let the big dog eat."





This past weekend was pretty much the pits (with the exception of gaming on Saturday night). Had what can only be called a mental breakdown on Sunday afternoon. But have no fear, all is well with the world today. I certainly feel much better anyway. Sometimes we just need to lose it in order to find it. On a better note, I've lost a total of 7 pounds this past week. I know it doesn't sound like a whole lot, but it's better than putting it on. Seems as though the diet is working!

Well, we finally got part of the living room rearranged last night. We moved the entertainment center (which, believe me, was no small feat. Do you know how fucking heavy that this is???), and the living room looks a lot bigger now. Now we just need to finish the rest of it. Dinner this week is at our house, so we really need to get on the ball!! Have no clue as to what we're having, but there will be Deviled Eggs, yummm.





Thursday, February 20, 2003


Another diet day has come and gone and things are only getting better. I wasn't nearly as bitchy this morning with the hubby as I have been the past few days. I think the need for the morning coffee is passing. And how great is Mike? He spent the time to look up recipes from the Atkins website for his dinner tonight (which all sounded really good!). How wonderful of a friend is he!?! I really need to do something special for him. I'll think of something for this weekend. Gaming night!! :)





Guess the movie quote #3: "The simple bear necessities."




Wednesday, February 19, 2003


No one got the movie quote yesterday, so we'll try another line from the same movie. Surprising, since the movie isn't any older than the majority of my friends. :)





Guess the movie quote #2: "It makes the chase more interesting...for me."




Tuesday, February 18, 2003


Well, one day of the diet down, too many more to go. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it was going to be. My only problem so far is cravings. I really want some potatoes. That's the one thing I miss the most. The no coffee thing isn't as bad as I had anticipated. I still want a cup in the morning, but I'm all set once I leave the house. It's just breaking the habit of having that cup first thing. And I'm tired of drinking water! :)





Guess the movie quote: "Bravo, bravo! An extraordinary performance. And thank you for detaining my victim."




Monday, February 17, 2003


Guess the movie quote: "I hope this isn't a real emergency. I only brought one bottle of Vodka."





Today is the first day of the diet. Both my hubby and I are starting the Atkins diet. I know there is still a lot of controversy over it all, but it also seems to be the most effective. I’m not sure how well I’ll be able to handle it, as I love my potatoes and biscuits! The worst part about all of it is no caffeine. NO COFFEE!! : (( I’m also going to be starting a new exercise program. I’ll let you know how it all goes. My friend Todd is also going to start the diet with me too, and I know we’ll be able to do it together!

I’ve also decided that when the movie quote is not guessed, I’ll keep posting quotes from the same movie until someone gets it. :)





Friday, February 14, 2003


Guess the movie quote: "How strange to have a cultivated woman in the house again. And how intoxicating."





Dinner last night was excellent!!! Tony is the most wonderful cook I know. The company was, as always, wonderful. I was a little chastized last night for not putting the answers to the movie quotes up, so I have done so, at least for the ones no one has gotten. Just click on the "Shout Out" to see the answers.




Wednesday, February 12, 2003


Guess the movie quote: "You're a little low in the food chain to be mouthing off, aren't you?"





Another day, another penny in the pot. Yeah, I'm looking forward to going to work today, can't ya tell? The only good thing about today: Might have lunch with Bob. But that's up in the air until he calls later. Just before leaving work yesterday, busted yet another client and get to close her. Why do they make me do these things to them??? And what's kind of sad, was she *was* a fairly good client.

But on to more important things in life. The oscars are coming up soon and I can't wait! This is probably the only award show I bother to watch, and I really don't know why since they always tend to piss me off with it. The year (1997) that Sir Sean Connery (who'd I'd leave my hubby for in a SECOND!) announced best picture - Titanic (excuse me while I puke) - was the year that I stopped watching. When those words came out of his mouth, I turned the show off and didn't watch it again for a couple of years. They really left a bad taste in my mouth that year but I didn't start again in 2001 (yeah, I hold a grudge!). And this year is going to prove to be interesting. There are a lot of movies up for best picture that I wouldn't mind seeing get it, though please NOT Gangs of New York. But I need to hit the theater in the next few weeks, and take in a couple before the big show. I'm excited to see that Lord of the Rings made the cut in best picture, but I have no delusions that they are actually going to win. The competition is too tough to beat. But, March 23 will be the day! Party at my house!! :)





Tuesday, February 11, 2003


Who ate my Raspberry Caramel? Fess up, or I'm going to the cops!!! :P





Don't have a whole lot of time this morning, need to find something to wear to work! I wish I could just throw on what-the-fuck-ever and be done with it. But noooo, have to wear something decent. Like anyone ever really sees me in the office. And things right now are getting a little interesting at work. The Boss is basically going to be gone for 4-6 weeks, due to the Hampton position and needing her coordinating efforts to get things going. (Did I tell everyone that I *didn't* get the job, even though they had to fill three positions and only hired two people? No, not bitter about that at all!) And to top things off this week, one of my co-workers, Chavon, is losing her job on Friday due to the loss of funding for her city (they cut 160 cases), and she was "supposed" to be transferring to an offsite location. They were supposed to give her a letter of transfer on Friday, but didn't, and then got a call yesterday from Bozo the Clown (otherwise known as our HR person, you'd have to see her to understand) telling her that she had to interview for the job first! Frankly, they have been giving her the runaround on the whole deal. For a week she thought she had another job to go to, now only four days to do any real job hunting? Someone has suggested that they were trying to get rid of her (she takes off too much sick time and does spend a little too much time at lunch, etc.), but with this new HR person, I just don't know.

On a side note: Tracy, I've been trying to call you, during the day, but never seem to get through!!!!






Guess the movie quote: "You're not even interesting enough to make me sick."




Monday, February 10, 2003


Guess the movie quote: "Laughter through tears is my favorite emotion!"





For those who don't know, I traveled this past weekend to Massachusetts and back, on the behest (and dime) of my oldest friend Sharon. She is getting married in May (finally, long story there). I'm her Matron of Honor (yeah), but the work will be worth it to see her married. More on her "intended" later. A few quick observations from the weekend: I like Southwest Airlines, T.F. Green Airport rocks, Bass Ale and Blow Jobs (the shot you pervs!) don't mix, and I really don't miss all the snow and cold weather!

Now on to much longer observations. First: We ended up going out Saturday night to the FunWay Cafe. A fun place, with a lot of people on the weekends. Looking out over a sea of gorgeous men, I am struck by one huge observation: I missed my husband. Even with some very nice, flirtatious men abounding, I really only wanted to be with him, cuddling and kissing.

Second: Sharon is an annoying driver. She's cautious, doing the speed limit and always using her blinker, but she seems oblivious to other cars around her. More than once this past weekend, she almost got herself hit because she wasn't paying attention to the other cars when she was trying to change lanes.

Third: Sharon's relationship with Bill confuses me. I realize that every relationship is different. I can accept that. But what I found strange, nay - disturbing, was the complete lack of passion. No 'I love you' at the end of a phone call. No welcome home kiss. Hell, barely any type of touching at all! They have been living together since December, and she is STILL a virgin. They've had a long argument on that issue, she wants to wait until they are actually married. I have a feeling that this is going to be more of a friendship marriage than anything else and I'm not sure if that is what he has in mind. I know that she'll just be happy to have someone there and share things with, but she doesn't care that much about passion. I don't think I could have a relationship like that. But then again, that may change once she gets a taste of what she's missing!!! I hope things change (even a little), because I think that will make a big difference. Of course, that's putting my own thoughts into what a marriage should be. I'm just not sure that a marriage can last very long without some kind of underlying passion. What do you think?

And lastly: Bill is a decent guy. Really. Though he is your typical Boston Irish Catholic (not that this is a bad thing, per se, but you'd have to know a few to understand where I'm coming from). And he's bigoted - against all types - but especially the "Yuppie" type that seems to be ruining some of Boston's nicest neighborhoods. Why he cares, I'm not sure, and I don't particularly care to find out either. But all in all, he's a good guy and seems to be fairly good for Sharon.





Friday, February 07, 2003


Guess the movie quote (easy in my opinion): "Most things in here don't react too well to bullets."





I finished it! Some of you may or may not have heard the State of the Union address by G.W. Bush on January 28, 2003. I did not hear it, as the man’s voice is like nails on a chalkboard to my ears, but I did print out the entire speech from the White House website. Below you will find the speech, in its entirety, with my musings, comments, and admonishments noted in red.

State of the Union Address by (Mr.) George W. Bush:
The U.S. Capitol
9:01 P.M. EST

THE PRESIDENT: Mr. Speaker, Vice President Cheney, members of Congress, distinguished citizens and fellow citizens: Every year, by law and by custom, we meet here to consider the state of the union. This year, we gather in this chamber deeply aware of decisive days that lie ahead.

You and I serve our country in a time of great consequence. During this session of Congress, we have the duty to reform domestic programs vital to our country; we have the opportunity to save millions of lives abroad from a terrible disease. We will work for a prosperity that is broadly shared, and we will answer every danger and every enemy that threatens the American people. (Applause.)

Has someone threatened us lately that I’m unaware of? Have there been some written threats sent to any American from another country? No, he is just playing up this supposed threat from Saddam, so he can get back at him for making a fool out of his daddy.

In all these days of promise and days of reckoning, we can be confident. In a whirlwind of change and hope and peril, our faith is sure, our resolve is firm, and our union is strong. (Applause.)

This country has many challenges. We will not deny, we will not ignore, we will not pass along our problems to other Congresses, to other presidents, and other generations. (Applause.) We will confront them with focus and clarity and courage.

Okay, stop right there. This country has been ignoring our own problems for YEARS. These same problems HAVE been passed from Congress to Congress, President to President, generation to generation. Has the crime rate in this country gone down? Has the homeless population gone down? Are there no more hungry children in our own country? Are there less people living below the poverty line than above the upper middle class line? Has the idiot of a man proposed ANY changes that have affected this countries true problems? Of course not. He has no clue how to change anything. He is more worried about foreign matters than focusing on the home front.

During the last two years, we have seen what can be accomplished when we work together. To lift the standards of our public schools, we achieved historic education reform -- which must now be carried out in every school and in every classroom, so that every child in America can read and learn and succeed in life. (Applause.)

Is there anyone out there that can say that this has actually had a positive impact on the children of this country? Instead of lifting the standards of the schools, try paying the teachers more to keep them in the profession. The good ones tend to leave for better than money than anything else. The SOL (standard of learning) tests that schools are forced to give to the children do nothing to lift the standards. Many of these schools teach the children ONLY how to pass these tests. There has to be a better way.

To protect our country, we reorganized our government and created the Department of Homeland Security, which is mobilizing against the threats of a new era. To bring our economy out of recession, we delivered the largest tax relief in a generation. (Applause.)

Homeland Security. Um, pardon me, but isn’t our own military supposed to PROTECT our country? And what about the CIA and FBI? Is Mr. Bush telling us that they aren’t doing their jobs? Does he have no faith in them to do the jobs that they are supposed to be doing?

To insist on integrity in American business we passed tough reforms, and we are holding corporate criminals to account. (Applause.)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Some might call this a good record; I call it a good start. Tonight I ask the House and Senate to join me in the next bold steps to serve our fellow citizens.

Our first goal is clear: We must have an economy that grows fast enough to employ every man and woman who seeks a job. (Applause.) After recession, terrorist attacks, corporate scandals and stock market declines, our economy is recovering -- yet it's not growing fast enough, or strongly enough. With unemployment rising, our nation needs more small businesses to open, more companies to invest and expand, more employers to put up the sign that says, "Help Wanted." (Applause.)

Jobs are created when the economy grows; the economy grows when Americans have more money to spend and invest; and the best and fairest way to make sure Americans have that money is not to tax it away in the first place. (Applause.)

Does he NOT see the Catch-22 here? Jobs are created when the economy grows; the economy grows when Americans have more money to spend. We’ll have more money when we have more jobs. Which comes first?

I am proposing that all the income tax reductions set for 2004 and 2006 be made permanent and effective this year. (Applause.) And under my plan, as soon as I sign the bill, this extra money will start showing up in workers' paychecks. Instead of gradually reducing the marriage penalty, we should do it now. (Applause.) Instead of slowly raising the child credit to $1,000, we should send the checks to American families now. (Applause.)

The tax relief is for everyone who pays income taxes -- and it will help our economy immediately: 92 million Americans will keep, this year, an average of almost $1,000 more of their own money. A family of four with an income of $40,000 would see their federal income taxes fall from $1,178 to $45 per year. (Applause.) Our plan will improve the bottom line for more than 23 million small businesses.

You, the Congress, have already passed all these reductions, and promised them for future years. If this tax relief is good for Americans three, or five, or seven years from now, it is even better for Americans today. (Applause.)

Really? And what programs are going to be cut to make this possible? Medicare, Social Security, the Military? Did that moron ever think that the gradual reduction made more fiscal sense than just cutting it all at once? And just how does it affect people who don’t have children? They never talk about that. How about giving married gays and lesbians the marriage break? Why not just cut out having to pay taxes altogether? Let us keep the hard-earned money and let private businesses take over the programs that our taxes are funding anyway. I’d be more inclined to donate money to a charitable cause if I didn’t have to pay so much in taxes.

We should also strengthen the economy by treating investors equally in our tax laws. It's fair to tax a company's profits. It is not fair to again tax the shareholder on the same profits. (Applause.) To boost investor confidence, and to help the nearly 10 million senior who receive dividend income, I ask you to end the unfair double taxation of dividends. (Applause.)

Finally, something that really makes sense.

Lower taxes and greater investment will help this economy expand. More jobs mean more taxpayers, and higher revenues to our government. The best way to address the deficit and move toward a balanced budget is to encourage economic growth, and to show some spending discipline in Washington, D.C. (Applause.)

Let’s just start with showing some spending discipline in D.C. They seem to think that there is an endless fount of money that will fund every little thing they want to do.

We must work together to fund only our most important priorities. I will send you a budget that increases discretionary spending by 4 percent next year -- about as much as the average family's income is expected to grow. And that is a good benchmark for us. Federal spending should not rise any faster than the paychecks of American families. (Applause.)

Um, my paycheck doesn’t grow 4 percent per year. And those in the aforementioned poverty level don’t see their checks grow at that rate. Try budgeting on the lower income families, not the middle class. Perhaps then we could really work on balancing the budget.

A growing economy and a focus on essential priorities will also be crucial to the future of Social Security. As we continue to work together to keep Social Security sound and reliable, we must offer younger workers a chance to invest in retirement accounts that they will control and they will own. (Applause.)

Okay. Let’s just get rid of Social Security altogether and make Americans start to save for their own retirements. Is there anyone out there my age that actually thinks there will be anything left for us when we get to retirement age? I’m not counting on it and I’m doing something about it now. Why aren’t you?

Our second goal is high quality, affordable health care for all Americans. (Applause.) The American system of medicine is a model of skill and innovation, with a pace of discovery that is adding good years to our lives. Yet for many people, medical care costs too much -- and many have no coverage at all. These problems will not be solved with a nationalized health care system that dictates coverage and rations care. (Applause.)

Funny, it works in other countries.

Instead, we must work toward a system in which all Americans have a good insurance policy, choose their own doctors, and seniors and low-income Americans receive the help they need. (Applause.) Instead of bureaucrats and trial lawyers and HMOs, we must put doctors and nurses and patients back in charge of American medicine. (Applause.)

Health care reform must begin with Medicare; Medicare is the binding commitment of a caring society. (Applause.) We must renew that commitment by giving seniors access to preventive medicine and new drugs that are transforming health care in America.

Seniors happy with the current Medicare system should be able to keep their coverage just the way it is. (Applause.) And just like you -- the members of Congress, and your staffs, and other federal employees -- all seniors should have the choice of a health care plan that provides prescription drugs. (Applause.)

My budget will commit an additional $400 billion over the next decade to reform and strengthen Medicare. Leaders of both political parties have talked for years about strengthening Medicare. I urge the members of this new Congress to act this year. (Applause.)

Now, I’m a big believer in Medicare, and if you’ve had a loved one count on it for their only health insurance, you understand where I’m coming from. We need to take care of our elders. Isn’t that our job? America is one big tribe of people and we should go back to the tribal way of life, taking care of each other, and especially those who have worked hard to make this country what it is today. These elders worked for (and yes some against) destroying racism and sexism, been through more wars than any human should have and have survived holocausts. Yet this country looks down upon them, seeing them as bleeding the government dry of its funds. So much for a tribal attitude.

To improve our health care system, we must address one of the prime causes of higher cost, the constant threat that physicians and hospitals will be unfairly sued. (Applause.) Because of excessive litigation, everybody pays more for health care, and many parts of America are losing fine doctors. No one has ever been healed by a frivolous lawsuit. I urge the Congress to pass medical liability reform. (Applause.)

Excuse me? And what of those lawsuits that were justly filed? What about the people that have been killed due to negligence or incompetence? No, no one has been healed from a lawsuit, but those funds pay for the lifetime of medical costs that the patient now has to endure.

Our third goal is to promote energy independence for our country, while dramatically improving the environment. (Applause.) I have sent you a comprehensive energy plan to promote energy efficiency and conservation, to develop cleaner technology, and to produce more energy at home. (Applause.) I have sent you Clear Skies legislation that mandates a 70-percent cut in air pollution from power plants over the next 15 years. (Applause.) I have sent you a Healthy Forests Initiative, to help prevent the catastrophic fires that devastate communities, kill wildlife, and burn away millions of acres of treasured forest. (Applause.)

Try making those electric cars more affordable! Did you know that they have developed a car that can also run on water? (more on that in a bit) But of course that requires that the entire nation get behind making a change like that. And let’s not forget that billions of dollars that the “big three” automakers pour into D.C. every year.

I urge you to pass these measures, for the good of both our environment and our economy. (Applause.) Even more, I ask you to take a crucial step and protect our environment in ways that generations before us could not have imagined.

Now he wants to get behind the environment! But last time when the subject was brought about, he was all for ripping apart the Alaskan forests.

In this century, the greatest environmental progress will come about not through endless lawsuits or command-and-control regulations, but through technology and innovation. Tonight I'm proposing $1.2 billion in research funding so that America can lead the world in developing clean, hydrogen-powered automobiles. (Applause.)

A single chemical reaction between hydrogen and oxygen generates energy, which can be used to power a car -- producing only water, not exhaust fumes. With a new national commitment, our scientists and engineers will overcome obstacles to taking these cars from laboratory to showroom, so that the first car driven by a child born today could be powered by hydrogen, and pollution-free. (Applause.)

Join me in this important innovation to make our air significantly cleaner, and our country much less dependent on foreign sources of energy. (Applause.)

Research funding? They’ve already researched it and built the model engines. Does he not watch the Discovery Channel? And of course, he’s talking about at least 25 years from now. But there are other alternatives out there now. He doesn’t bother to mention this. And nor does he mention that the new “water cars” would end up draining our already polluted and degraded oceans and lakes. While he's trying to "help" this research, he needs to place a few laws in place to protect the oceans now, not wait until its too late.

Our fourth goal is to apply the compassion of America to the deepest problems of America. For so many in our country -- the homeless and the fatherless, the addicted -- the need is great. Yet there's power, wonder-working power, in the goodness and idealism and faith of the American people.

Americans are doing the work of compassion every day -- visiting prisoners, providing shelter for battered women, bringing companionship to lonely seniors. These good works deserve our praise; they deserve our personal support; and when appropriate, they deserve the assistance of the federal government. (Applause.)


I urge you to pass both my faith-based initiative and the Citizen Service Act, to encourage acts of compassion that can transform America, one heart and one soul at a time. (Applause.)

I have two words for his “faith-based” initiatives, but will refrain for now. While these “faith-based” initiatives sound great, he limits that to what HE believes are “faiths”. When he funds a homeless shelter, formed and run by Pagans, spreading the word of the Goddess, I’ll change my mind.

Last year, I called on my fellow citizens to participate in the USA Freedom Corps, which is enlisting tens of thousands of new volunteers across America. Tonight I ask Congress and the American people to focus the spirit of service and the resources of government on the needs of some of our most vulnerable citizens -- boys and girls trying to grow up without guidance and attention, and children who have to go through a prison gate to be hugged by their mom or dad.

I propose a $450-million initiative to bring mentors to more than a million disadvantaged junior high students and children of prisoners. Government will support the training and recruiting of mentors; yet it is the men and women of America who will fill the need. One mentor, one person can change a life forever. And I urge you to be that one person. (Applause.)

Doesn’t Big Brother/Big Sister programs cover these kids?

Another cause of hopelessness is addiction to drugs. Addiction crowds out friendship, ambition, moral conviction, and reduces all the richness of life to a single destructive desire. As a government, we are fighting illegal drugs by cutting off supplies and reducing demand through anti-drug education programs. Yet for those already addicted, the fight against drugs is a fight for their own lives. Too many Americans in search of treatment cannot get it. So tonight I propose a new $600-million program to help an additional 300,000 Americans receive treatment over the next three years. (Applause.)

And he’d know all about addicting drugs, now wouldn’t he. Sorry, cheap shot.

Our nation is blessed with recovery programs that do amazing work. One of them is found at the Healing Place Church in Baton Rouge, Louisiana. A man in the program said, "God does miracles in people's lives, and you never think it could be you." Tonight, let us bring to all Americans who struggle with drug addiction this message of hope: The miracle of recovery is possible, and it could be you. (Applause.)

This is my problem with this fuck-head. There are so many programs that have been around for some time now, but he mentions a “faith-based” operation, to try to get his point across even more that this should be a “Christian” society, regardless of our Freedom of Religion amendment.

By caring for children who need mentors, and for addicted men and women who need treatment, we are building a more welcoming society -- a culture that values every life. And in this work we must not overlook the weakest among us. I ask you to protect infants at the very hour of their birth and end the practice of partial-birth abortion. (Applause.) And because no human life should be started or ended as the object of an experiment, I ask you to set a high standard for humanity, and pass a law against all human cloning. (Applause.)

Tout your pro-life shit elsewhere. When you get pregnant and have to make that decision, then we can talk. But I do have to say that I support the law banning human cloning. Cloning is just another step towards creating a “perfect race”, headed by Khan. Reference Star Trek.

The qualities of courage and compassion that we strive for in America also determine our conduct abroad. The American flag stands for more than our power and our interests. Our founders dedicated this country to the cause of human dignity, the rights of every person, and the possibilities of every life. This conviction leads us into the world to help the afflicted, and defend the peace, and confound the designs of evil men.

I don’t remember our Founding Father’s mentioning protecting the rest of the world from anyone. And wouldn't they want us to take care of our own people first?


In Afghanistan, we helped liberate an oppressed people. And we will continue helping them secure their country, rebuild their society, and educate all their children -- boys and girls. (Applause.) In the Middle East, we will continue to seek peace between a secure Israel and a democratic Palestine. (Applause.) Across the Earth, America is feeding the hungry -- more than 60 percent of international food aid comes as a gift from the people of the United States. As our nation moves troops and builds alliances to make our world safer, we must also remember our calling as a blessed country is to make this world better.

Again, let’s try taking care of our people before heading out into the world and fixing everyone else’s problems.

Today, on the continent of Africa, nearly 30 million people have the AIDS virus -- including 3 million children under the age 15. There are whole countries in Africa where more than one-third of the adult population carries the infection. More than 4 million require immediate drug treatment. Yet across that continent, only 50,000 AIDS victims -- only 50,000 -- are receiving the medicine they need.

Because the AIDS diagnosis is considered a death sentence, many do not seek treatment. Almost all who do are turned away. A doctor in rural South Africa describes his frustration. He says, "We have no medicines. Many hospitals tell people, you've got AIDS, we can't help you. Go home and die." In an age of miraculous medicines, no person should have to hear those words. (Applause.)

AIDS can be prevented. Anti-retroviral drugs can extend life for many years. And the cost of those drugs has dropped from $12,000 a year to under $300 a year -- which places a tremendous possibility within our grasp. Ladies and gentlemen, seldom has history offered a greater opportunity to do so much for so many.

We have confronted, and will continue to confront, HIV/AIDS in our own country. And to meet a severe and urgent crisis abroad, tonight I propose the Emergency Plan for AIDS Relief -- a work of mercy beyond all current international efforts to help the people of Africa. This comprehensive plan will prevent 7 million new AIDS infections, treat at least 2 million people with life-extending drugs, and provide humane care for millions of people suffering from AIDS, and for children orphaned by AIDS. (Applause.)

I ask the Congress to commit $15 billion over the next five years, including nearly $10 billion in new money, to turn the tide against AIDS in the most afflicted nations of Africa and the Caribbean. (Applause.)

I cannot and will not fault him for trying to help those in other nations with AIDS. But I sincerely hope that part of that money is going to go into research for a damn cure!

This nation can lead the world in sparing innocent people from a plague of nature. And this nation is leading the world in confronting and defeating the man-made evil of international terrorism. (Applause.)

There are days when our fellow citizens do not hear news about the war on terror. There's never a day when I do not learn of another threat, or receive reports of operations in progress, or give an order in this global war against a scattered network of killers. The war goes on, and we are winning. (Applause.)

And he judges this how, but us not getting attacked? He still has yet to fulfill his promise of nabbing Osama. Until that happens, he can’t say that we’re winning anything.

To date, we've arrested or otherwise dealt with many key commanders of al Qaeda. They include a man who directed logistics and funding for the September the 11th attacks; the chief of al Qaeda operations in the Persian Gulf, who planned the bombings of our embassies in East Africa and the USS Cole; an al Qaeda operations chief from Southeast Asia; a former director of al Qaeda's training camps in Afghanistan; a key al Qaeda operative in Europe; a major al Qaeda leader in Yemen. All told, more than 3,000 suspected terrorists have been arrested in many countries. Many others have met a different fate. Let's put it this way -- they are no longer a problem to the United States and our friends and allies. (Applause.)

But they have yet to prove any of this. For a democratic society, that seems to be thrown out the window when it comes to people who attack us. Is that what we want to show to the rest of the world? Does that demonstrate how great our country is?

We are working closely with other nations to prevent further attacks. America and coalition countries have uncovered and stopped terrorist conspiracies targeting the American embassy in Yemen, the American embassy in Singapore, a Saudi military base, ships in the Straits of Hormuz and the Straits the Gibraltar. We've broken al Qaeda cells in Hamburg, Milan, Madrid, London, Paris, as well as, Buffalo, New York.

We have the terrorists on the run. We're keeping them on the run. One by one, the terrorists are learning the meaning of American justice. (Applause.)

American justice = lifetime in prison without the possibility of a trial.

As we fight this war, we will remember where it began -- here, in our own country. This government is taking unprecedented measures to protect our people and defend our homeland. We've intensified security at the borders and ports of entry, posted more than 50,000 newly-trained federal screeners in airports, begun inoculating troops and first responders against smallpox, and are deploying the nation's first early warning network of sensors to detect biological attack. And this year, for the first time, we are beginning to field a defense to protect this nation against ballistic missiles. (Applause.)

And something I said when the attacks happened. We should have seen it coming in the first place. How many bombs does it take for the government to notice a threat to our national security. Apparently the answer is three.

I thank the Congress for supporting these measures. I ask you tonight to add to our future security with a major research and production effort to guard our people against bioterrorism, called Project Bioshield. The budget I send you will propose almost $6 billion to quickly make available effective vaccines and treatments against agents like anthrax, botulinum toxin, Ebola, and plague. We must assume that our enemies would use these diseases as weapons, and we must act before the dangers are upon us. (Applause.)

He wants us to spend $6 billion on an ASSUMPTION???

Since September the 11th, our intelligence and law enforcement agencies have worked more closely than ever to track and disrupt the terrorists. The FBI is improving its ability to analyze intelligence, and is transforming itself to meet new threats. Tonight, I am instructing the leaders of the FBI, the CIA, the Homeland Security, and the Department of Defense to develop a Terrorist Threat Integration Center, to merge and analyze all threat information in a single location. Our government must have the very best information possible, and we will use it to make sure the right people are in the right places to protect all our citizens. (Applause.)

And why haven’t the CIA and FBI been sharing information of this caliber all along? You’d think that with the years and years of terrorist problems around the world, they’d have thought of that before.

Our war against terror is a contest of will in which perseverance is power. In the ruins of two towers, at the western wall of the Pentagon, on a field in Pennsylvania, this nation made a pledge, and we renew that pledge tonight: Whatever the duration of this struggle, and whatever the difficulties, we will not permit the triumph of violence in the affairs of men -- free people will set the course of history. (Applause.)

Is it me or does he sound like he’s trying to keep these memories alive so people won’t question his motives?

Today, the gravest danger in the war on terror, the gravest danger facing America and the world, is outlaw regimes that seek and possess nuclear, chemical, and biological weapons. These regimes could use such weapons for blackmail, terror, and mass murder. They could also give or sell those weapons to terrorist allies, who would use them without the least hesitation.

Regimes? Now the country of North Korea is a regime?


This threat is new; America's duty is familiar. Throughout the 20th century, small groups of men seized control of great nations, built armies and arsenals, and set out to dominate the weak and intimidate the world. In each case, their ambitions of cruelty and murder had no limit. In each case, the ambitions of Hitlerism, militarism, and communism were defeated by the will of free peoples, by the strength of great alliances, and by the might of the United States of America. (Applause.)

Whoa. Is there any question now that we have become a bully set upon the other nations of this world, telling what they can and cannot possess? No, I don’t want to see more countries with access to nuclear weapons, but who are we to dictate terms to anyone?

Now, in this century, the ideology of power and domination has appeared again, and seeks to gain the ultimate weapons of terror. Once again, this nation and all our friends are all that stand between a world at peace, and a world of chaos and constant alarm. Once again, we are called to defend the safety of our people, and the hopes of all mankind. And we accept this responsibility. (Applause.)

Who called us? Who asked us to stand up and take this on? If someone had, don’t you think the UN would have been behind us from the beginning??

America is making a broad and determined effort to confront these dangers. We have called on the United Nations to fulfill its charter and stand by its demand that Iraq disarm. We're strongly supporting the International Atomic Energy Agency in its mission to track and control nuclear materials around the world. We're working with other governments to secure nuclear materials in the former Soviet Union, and to strengthen global treaties banning the production and shipment of missile technologies and weapons of mass destruction.

In all these efforts, however, America's purpose is more than to follow a process -- it is to achieve a result: the end of terrible threats to the civilized world. All free nations have a stake in preventing sudden and catastrophic attacks. And we're asking them to join us, and many are doing so. Yet the course of this nation does not depend on the decisions of others. (Applause.) Whatever action is required, whenever action is necessary, I will defend the freedom and security of the American people. (Applause.)

It’s not our freedom that is at risk here really. It’s his reputation and our countries need to prove to the rest of the world that we are in charge. Such a shame, really.

Different threats require different strategies. In Iran, we continue to see a government that represses its people, pursues weapons of mass destruction, and supports terror. We also see Iranian citizens risking intimidation and death as they speak out for liberty and human rights and democracy. Iranians, like all people, have a right to choose their own government and determine their own destiny -- and the United States supports their aspirations to live in freedom. (Applause.)

Support is great, but not in the form of trying to make the rest of their country to conform to democracy. That isn’t our place.

On the Korean Peninsula, an oppressive regime rules a people living in fear and starvation. Throughout the 1990s, the United States relied on a negotiated framework to keep North Korea from gaining nuclear weapons. We now know that that regime was deceiving the world, and developing those weapons all along. And today the North Korean regime is using its nuclear program to incite fear and seek concessions. America and the world will not be blackmailed. (Applause.)

What kills me here, is that there has been no blackmail. It’s all a matter of perception. They perceive it that way because they have the technology and know-how and intend on using it. How do they know that they aren’t using those efforts for other things as well?

America is working with the countries of the region -- South Korea, Japan, China, and Russia -- to find a peaceful solution, and to show the North Korean government that nuclear weapons will bring only isolation, economic stagnation, and continued hardship. (Applause.) The North Korean regime will find respect in the world and revival for its people only when it turns away from its nuclear ambitions. (Applause.)

Um, sorry, but I’m more afraid of Japan than the North Koreans. Remember folks, only 39 more years until they kick us out of Japan and they’ll have their own Navy again.

Our nation and the world must learn the lessons of the Korean Peninsula and not allow an even greater threat to rise up in Iraq. A brutal dictator, with a history of reckless aggression, with ties to terrorism, with great potential wealth, will not be permitted to dominate a vital region and threaten the United States. (Applause.)

Twelve years ago, Saddam Hussein faced the prospect of being the last casualty in a war he had started and lost. To spare himself, he agreed to disarm of all weapons of mass destruction. For the next 12 years, he systematically violated that agreement. He pursued chemical, biological, and nuclear weapons, even while inspectors were in his country. Nothing to date has restrained him from his pursuit of these weapons -- not economic sanctions, not isolation from the civilized world, not even cruise missile strikes on his military facilities.

Yup, still waiting on any proof of all that.

Almost three months ago, the United Nations Security Council gave Saddam Hussein his final chance to disarm. He has shown instead utter contempt for the United Nations, and for the opinion of the world. The 108 U.N. inspectors were sent to conduct -- were not sent to conduct a scavenger hunt for hidden materials across a country the size of California. The job of the inspectors is to verify that Iraq's regime is disarming. It is up to Iraq to show exactly where it is hiding its banned weapons, lay those weapons out for the world to see, and destroy them as directed. Nothing like this has happened.

Please note the Freudian slip there. My guess, he had it right the first time!

The United Nations concluded in 1999 that Saddam Hussein had biological weapons sufficient to produce over 25,000 liters of anthrax -- enough doses to kill several million people. He hasn't accounted for that material. He's given no evidence that he has destroyed it.

The United Nations concluded that Saddam Hussein had materials sufficient to produce more than 38,000 liters of botulinum toxin -- enough to subject millions of people to death by respiratory failure. He hadn't accounted for that material. He's given no evidence that he has destroyed it.

Our intelligence officials estimate that Saddam Hussein had the materials to produce as much as 500 tons of sarin, mustard and VX nerve agent. In such quantities, these chemical agents could also kill untold thousands. He's not accounted for these materials. He has given no evidence that he has destroyed them.

U.S. intelligence indicates that Saddam Hussein had upwards of 30,000 munitions capable of delivering chemical agents. Inspectors recently turned up 16 of them -- despite Iraq's recent declaration denying their existence. Saddam Hussein has not accounted for the remaining 29,984 of these prohibited munitions. He's given no evidence that he has destroyed them.

From three Iraqi defectors we know that Iraq, in the late 1990s, had several mobile biological weapons labs. These are designed to produce germ warfare agents, and can be moved from place to a place to evade inspectors. Saddam Hussein has not disclosed these facilities. He's given no evidence that he has destroyed them.

The International Atomic Energy Agency confirmed in the 1990s that Saddam Hussein had an advanced nuclear weapons development program, had a design for a nuclear weapon and was working on five different methods of enriching uranium for a bomb. The British government has learned that Saddam Hussein recently sought significant quantities of uranium from Africa. Our intelligence sources tell us that he has attempted to purchase high-strength aluminum tubes suitable for nuclear weapons production. Saddam Hussein has not credibly explained these activities. He clearly has much to hide.

The dictator of Iraq is not disarming. To the contrary; he is deceiving. From intelligence sources we know, for instance, that thousands of Iraqi security personnel are at work hiding documents and materials from the U.N. inspectors, sanitizing inspection sites and monitoring the inspectors themselves. Iraqi officials accompany the inspectors in order to intimidate witnesses.

Iraq is blocking U-2 surveillance flights requested by the United Nations. Iraqi intelligence officers are posing as the scientists inspectors are supposed to interview. Real scientists have been coached by Iraqi officials on what to say. Intelligence sources indicate that Saddam Hussein has ordered that scientists who cooperate with U.N. inspectors in disarming Iraq will be killed, along with their families.

Year after year, Saddam Hussein has gone to elaborate lengths, spent enormous sums, taken great risks to build and keep weapons of mass destruction. But why? The only possible explanation, the only possible use he could have for those weapons, is to dominate, intimidate, or attack.

Okay, now that that tirade is over, lets take a look here. He has all these horrific weapons. Hmmm, so do we. Does that mean that we want to take over the world too (and that is exactly what he’s implying here)? No. Perhaps, and not to sound like a Hussein supporter, but maybe he’s more afraid of us than we are of him.

With nuclear arms or a full arsenal of chemical and biological weapons, Saddam Hussein could resume his ambitions of conquest in the Middle East and create deadly havoc in that region. And this Congress and the America people must recognize another threat. Evidence from intelligence sources, secret communications, and statements by people now in custody reveal that Saddam Hussein aids and protects terrorists, including members of al Qaeda. Secretly, and without fingerprints, he could provide one of his hidden weapons to terrorists, or help them develop their own.

Before September the 11th, many in the world believed that Saddam Hussein could be contained. But chemical agents, lethal viruses and shadowy terrorist networks are not easily contained. Imagine those 19 hijackers with other weapons and other plans -- this time armed by Saddam Hussein. It would take one vial, one canister, one crate slipped into this country to bring a day of horror like none we have ever known. We will do everything in our power to make sure that that day never comes. (Applause.)

I could say something horrid here, but I’ll refrain…no I won’t. Yeah, and you know what? That day will come. Why? Because of fucking sons of bitches just like Bush that will keep pushing everyone’s buttons, trying to control other people’s countries, and they will have enough of it. They’ll be forced to attack us (just like he described) to put a little humility in the American people that we are NOT invulnerable.

Some have said we must not act until the threat is imminent. Since when have terrorists and tyrants announced their intentions, politely putting us on notice before they strike? If this threat is permitted to fully and suddenly emerge, all actions, all words, and all recriminations would come too late. Trusting in the sanity and restraint of Saddam Hussein is not a strategy, and it is not an option. (Applause.)

But if he’s had all those horrific weapons since the early 90’s, doesn’t it seem like Hussein just may be more sane and showing more restraint than we give him credit for?

The dictator who is assembling the world's most dangerous weapons has already used them on whole villages -- leaving thousands of his own citizens dead, blind, or disfigured. Iraqi refugees tell us how forced confessions are obtained -- by torturing children while their parents are made to watch. International human rights groups have catalogued other methods used in the torture chambers of Iraq: electric shock, burning with hot irons, dripping acid on the skin, mutilation with electric drills, cutting out tongues, and rape. If this is not evil, then evil has no meaning. (Applause.)

And nothing like that has ever happened here, right? Sorry, but had to say it.

And tonight I have a message for the brave and oppressed people of Iraq: Your enemy is not surrounding your country -- your enemy is ruling your country. (Applause.) And the day he and his regime are removed from power will be the day of your liberation. (Applause.)

What a contradiction to the last paragraph. Do you really think that the people of Iraq even heard that message? I mean really, if Hussein’s as evil as Bush says, he should have known that he’d never let his people hear that message.

The world has waited 12 years for Iraq to disarm. America will not accept a serious and mounting threat to our country, and our friends and our allies. The United States will ask the U.N. Security Council to convene on February the 5th to consider the facts of Iraq's ongoing defiance of the world. Secretary of State Powell will present information and intelligence about Iraqi's legal -- Iraq's illegal weapons programs, its attempt to hide those weapons from inspectors, and its links to terrorist groups.

We will consult. But let there be no misunderstanding: If Saddam Hussein does not fully disarm, for the safety of our people and for the peace of the world, we will lead a coalition to disarm him. (Applause.)

Read between the lines here: Fuck the UN, we’re going to do what we want anyway.

Tonight I have a message for the men and women who will keep the peace, members of the American Armed Forces: Many of you are assembling in or near the Middle East, and some crucial hours may lay ahead. In those hours, the success of our cause will depend on you. Your training has prepared you. Your honor will guide you. You believe in America, and America believes in you. (Applause.)

Sending Americans into battle is the most profound decision a President can make. The technologies of war have changed; the risks and suffering of war have not. For the brave Americans who bear the risk, no victory is free from sorrow. This nation fights reluctantly, because we know the cost and we dread the days of mourning that always come.

Sure, what the fuck does he care if he sends our boys and girls off to be killed in a foreign country? It’s not like he’s going to lose anything. It’s not HIS wife, his son, his daughter, his grandchildren. No, it’s my husband. It’s your spouse. It’s your lower to middle class citizens that always pay the costs of each and every war.

We seek peace. We strive for peace. And sometimes peace must be defended. A future lived at the mercy of terrible threats is no peace at all. If war is forced upon us, we will fight in a just cause and by just means -- sparing, in every way we can, the innocent. And if war is forced upon us, we will fight with the full force and might of the United States military -- and we will prevail. (Applause.)

The problem here, is that war is not being forced upon us. We’re forcing it upon them. And there is no sparing the innocent in a war. It’s impossible.

And as we and our coalition partners are doing in Afghanistan, we will bring to the Iraqi people food and medicines and supplies -- and freedom. (Applause.)

Do that. Support their own fight for freedom. Just don’t do it for them. We had to fight for our own, so why shouldn’t they? Isn’t that what made this country as strong as it is in the first place? We fought our own battles (with eventual help from the French, I know) and we prevailed.

Many challenges, abroad and at home, have arrived in a single season. In two years, America has gone from a sense of invulnerability to an awareness of peril; from bitter division in small matters to calm unity in great causes. And we go forward with confidence, because this call of history has come to the right country.

Americans are a resolute people who have risen to every test of our time. Adversity has revealed the character of our country, to the world and to ourselves. America is a strong nation, and honorable in the use of our strength. We exercise power without conquest, and we sacrifice for the liberty of strangers.

And why is this on our shoulders? Why do we sacrifice for strangers and not for our own fellow citizens??? Let’s try that first, and see how it goes from there.

Americans are a free people, who know that freedom is the right of every person and the future of every nation. The liberty we prize is not America's gift to the world, it is God's gift to humanity. (Applause.)

Spare me the “Christian” rhetoric. No where in the Bible does it state that God granted liberty for everyone. It’s amazing to me when people put their own spin on the Word of God. Don’t do anything in the “name of anyone”, do it because it is the HUMAN thing to do.

We Americans have faith in ourselves, but not in ourselves alone. We do not know -- we do not claim to know all the ways of Providence, yet we can trust in them, placing our confidence in the loving God behind all of life, and all of history.

May He guide us now. And may God continue to bless the United States of America. (Applause.)

Again, spare me your insulting “Christian” rhetoric. Excuse me, but there are other religions in this country and if you don’t STOP referring to your own personal “God” for every little thing and don't STOP pushing people around for your own agenda, something awful is going to happen to you, MR. Bush. You’ll be out of a job.

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Wednesday, February 05, 2003


Thought I would start something a little new and different here. Every day or every other day, I'll put up a quote and you guess it (Title of the movie and extra points for the real name of the person who said it). Some will be easier than others, depending on your fervor for movies. I love movies, of most genres, including some obscure and less watched movies that I'm pretty sure that none of my friends have seen (and yes, one of these days Tracy, they'll be forced to watch "Cube"!). Speaking of Tracy, hon I'll be calling you today to discuss the whole Madam C thing!!!!





Guess the movie quote: "Why does the fat one heckle me?"




Tuesday, February 04, 2003


I just finished reading a book called “Queen Bee of Mimosa Branch” by Haywood Smith. One word for you: Fabulous. This was a great book that any woman who has been divorced, any person who grew up Southern, or grew up in a small town. It is wonderfully written and I couldn’t put it down. One of the best lines in the entire book still strikes a very deep cord with me: “Once we move beyond our mother’s arms into the arms of a man, our mother’s arms will never be enough again.”